Watch this space. Watch this face.

OK friends... Here goes.

I had a lightbulb moment yesterday during which I decided I need to take control of all my whines and worries, the complaints and the dissatisfaction. I need to make some changes happen. So, after a rough couple of weeks, I did what any self-respecting perfectionist would do to pull herself up by her boot straps. I put on my big girl panties and made a list.

Here is my lemonade:

1. Write.

I'm going to start writing. Not sure in what capacity but since I was an itty bitty girl, I've always written. There are boxes in my attic full of notebooks brimming with pre-adolescent (and some adolescent! precociousness). It is time I face my fears, tell life to shove off for a bit, and bury my nose in my Mac.

2. Blog Makeover

In an attempt to really bring writing to the forefront in my life, I want to makeover this blog. I want to establish myself on this free little space that probably 10 people read, start talking about more than just what I did last weekend, put in some real creativity and own it. That's not to say there still won't be some fun and games. I'm also look for a little bling so if anyone is good at that fancy schmancy design stuff, let me know!

Who knows how much of this stuff will take but I'm going to give it a shot.